Sounds like you're handling it really well. But sympathy nonetheless. You been round the alternative route? Some weird things do work?
Just wanted to say sorry again Bob Ive felt awfull for the way i acted all day as im not normally like that I wish you all the best with your illness and treatment and i admire your positivity Even if you just were going to hospital to visit a freind I shouldent have acted the way i did I was out of order and should know better and im ashamed of myself for it
You have to look on the bright side though @earlybaybob, you're not actually really sleeping with @Dicky