Kicked in the nads again

I can't offer much comfort other than to say we're quietly following your journey. It's very touching and poignantly real in most of our lives as we get older. Thankyou for your ability to share...

 

Morning all. Deb's over the moon one of the things deb really wanted has happened daughter in Antigua is coming home to have their baby in England and her boyfriend two weeks later a few happy tears were shed and Ross has got his drinking mate back. Deb still waiting to go back up to the cancer ward should be back up there tomorrow she's really up beat and Just wants to get though this. IV never used the phrase day by day and take each day as it comes so much it's just an automatic reaction when I get asked about deb. You have all restored my faith in human nature anyway long day off to bed. Paul

 

Morning people for the last 2 mornings for the been up the hospital about half nine to get the patient a takeaway breakfast from the hospital restaurant get one each and sit in her room me with gloves and an apron and eat breakfast listening to Spotify and drinking coffee and getting my instructions for the day. She is one excited woman about our daughter coming home but is a little bit worried she won't be able to have a cuddle found out from a cancer website mask apron and gloves baby wrapped in a blanket but not a long cuddle still better than nothing I suppose quite excited myself to be honest first grandchild for both sets of parents and we know it's a girl . While on the cancer website you realise that there's always some one worse of it's a bloody horrible disease. The weird thing with deb is her depression has almost gone it was the same last time everyone noticed the difference in her. Time for bed got to do the breakfast run in the morning. Paul

 

Morning. Haven't been the hospital me and Ross had a little project in the airing cupboard painted and two new shelves Ross done the painting and I built the shelves job done. Phoned up deb a few times she been stuck in the same room for 5 days she can go as far as the door all visitors gloves and apron. She got a lap top listening to her play list and looking at the bargains in lidi she's in contact with her two best mates one in new England and the other in Swindon. I even let her listen to the cat purring on the phone while I gave her a fuss She keeps asking me to phone our daughter in Hong Kong to try to get her to phone her going to tackle that one tomorrow going to need all dad's diplomatic skills on that one. Anyway got to get up early tomorrow promised be up the hospital by seven for the brekie run. Never realised how tough deb is I'd be flat on my back with what she's gone through she's always happy to see famliy or friends most of the time. Time for bed writing this with one eye shut. Paul