Cheers @CollyP , yep passed now, thank goodness, weird huh. today I'm on TOP of the world, but tomorrow? I can only explain my life, (mostly adult life) as , well, I was watching an Italian period drama, and the main character was accused of spending his life looking out of the window at life, and then suggested that he actually open the window, and embrace life for real. I feel like I'm always looking out of that window, and by the time I open it, everyone has bugg'd off. humpf!! I'm NOT a people person..... I think the best description I've heard was...'' I like being on my own......in a crowd''....make sense?
Absolutely. I am spending New Year’s Eve on my own. I know I’m on my own and not trying to socialise. However, I am very happy to do so. People I know and love have invited me out but NYE seems an effort. Many years ago, I tried just saying ‘yes’ to stuff (opening the window). Changed my world. I did things like rough runner and crystal maze. Stuff I enjoyed, and knew I would enjoy), but previously would have made excuses to not go. Events at which I would only know one or two people. Have been snowboarding with a group of 13 where the night before the only person I knew was in a&e with a twisted bollock. Thought I’d be going away with 12 strangers! (Luckily he got to the airport at 04.30). I was going anyway!! not saying this is the way forward, just it is A way forward. good luck with the wobbles, and overcoming them.
That makes a lot of sense and thanks for posting. I hope tomorrow is a good one and there on in. Your comment sort of rang true for me but in a different way. I like people's company but often feel alone whilst in a crowd!
I can relate to pretty much all of what’s been expressed here. And I won’t be the only one I’m sure. It’s good to see it being shared too, just knowing other people experience similar stuff helps. Oh and Happy New Year
