So sorry to hear of your loss -horrible way to go - my brother-in-law went the same way at 60 a few years ago
Best wishes, mate. Stay strong for your Mum, you lost a brother, she lost a son, no parent wants to be at one of their owns funeral; it's supposed to be the other way around.
Sad day for you and all the family We all have to deal with this in our own way... I think that I was lucky....1 day I sat with my dad watching the cricket, swearing at the umpire and the next day swearing that he was gone..I carried on working as normal as it's what he would expect...I think he knew it was going to be his last day as something he said just told me so...