A big thankyou and a big sorry

As some of the more long term members know
Since 2006 ive been riding a very rough sea of life
Ive often winged and moaned and brought a big dark mood killing cloud to the forum

Well id like to appologise for being a bit gloomy,stressed angry etc over the years

Im for the first time in many years content and happy in my own skin and with my own life

So id like to say a big thankyou to the many tlb members
That have put up with me
Those that have helped me in many many ways
Including those that didnt know how to help so just filled me full of drink and give me a shoulder to cry on

 

Does this mean noore late night Para post.

 

F8ck off.

 

Glad to hear it
Good to see you back recently

 

Im still me just less annoyance and dispair

 

Took me a while to realise i wasent a bad person
Its amazing how much the human mind can not only doubt itself but also convince itself wrongly


TLB has been a good place though for me
Yes its had its ups and downs but if you look at it long term its been a sanctuary and support group for most of the time

 

And when it's not it's time to knuckle down and face your demons? I find it good here most of the time, but when it's not I do get more life stuff sorted!

 

Ill get back on the bus when the house is to an acceptable standard
I dont mind squats but when im paying good money for rent i dont want to feel like im living in one

Who the hell lays 5 layers of woodchip on top of one another in a kitchentuesday_wildchild

 

But once you've scraped it all off, your rooms will be bigger

Glad to hear you've perked up a bit, para

 

Dog will be finished before Para at this rate

 

Such is the ebb and flow of life


Vanilla life always comes first

Its everyone elses fault for living so far away from me

 

You think you're far away?

 

Its very easy to turn out work quicker than me

 

I dont think im far away
Im here
I didnt intend to belong here
But im happy to be here


Its everyone else thats far away